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    [Hi]

hey..  


( don't i know this kid..?)





oh heyy..   c'mere     (yeah.. i know him..)



[?m..]  (haha.. he's confused but likes it..)

  Huh?  What are you doing?    (who's she?  who're they..)

.. .   (i'm holding this kid in my arms? .. it feels weird.. soft. innocent. spiritual..)






... i had always wondered.. what it'd be like
to hold the innocent little boy
i was
a long, long time ago..



my parents.. i don't remember them treating me like this..

;my dad always scared me
;and my mother had seemed distant.


but .. there are memories that say otherwise..
curling up to my father in bed
and my mum stroking my hair

though.. i remember my dad laughing at that 'annoyance'
and my mother pulling her hand away from me

.. is that  why  it feels like i didn't have ..?
why do i want to embrace my childhood again..

why do i dream of holding that little boy i once was..

was that what
that little boy needed?

..that i didn't have to become this silent monster..?
eh.. i had the strangest dream last night.

_ i had always had an interest in criminal psychology.. pedophiles had seemed to be one of most misunderstood. not that my sympathies go to them.. but.. there's a difference between pedophiles and sex predators.

i'm not going to defend them. i don't think explaining their behavior is the best thing to do atm either..


i just wish that the world would rid of the internet, parents get rid of the porn stash that their kids find easily, and that everyone knew damn well how to raise their kids properly...

_other than that..
an odd dream indeed. but eh. by itself there's not much to go on.
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